Not Even a Hint . . .

While I was getting ready for my walking yesterday I was thinking about how Nate makes my tummy turn when I think about him sometimes :) And how I hope it's always that way. How I hope I never feel that way about another guy.

But what if a guy did show me some attention? What would I feel then? How would I feel? Flattered? Attractive? Desirable?

And how would I react to it?

Thinking about that made me feel like I need to make sure I put up very strong safe guards for that now - before it happens. I'm not stupid enough to think that I can't faltuer and fall into sin. I need Jesus in every area of my life. And I have to keep Satan as far as I can if I'm to be the wife/witness Jesus dreamed me to be.

One of the ways I was thinking I could do this now, in a practical way, was to not think/entertain about the cuteness of an actor or singer. Right now, there's King Arthur on Merlin. I think it has more to do with the fact that Arthur and Gwen are innterracial and it's SO cute to watch because it reminds me of Nate and I, but, there have been times when I'm like "wow" when Arthur smiles or does something romantic.

Sure, it could be innocent. But I'm sure that's exactly what the Enemy wants me to believe. No, I think it's important to guard against that in any way I can each and every day. It may make me a "finatic" but I'll be a happily married one ; )

Morgan }|{

And for the record, today I guy walked past me and imitated me moving my arms. He looked straight in my eye and I couldn't read his expression at all. At first I was suprised and then I was ticked. Go away. How can you not see the ring on my finger. Maybe he was just a jerk and wasn't trying to make a pass, - either way I bet the outcome would have been different had I smiled/giggled at the attention.
Um . . . no.